Tonight I'm feeling very anxious. I have been looking into the eyes of a beautiful child for almost two years now. Ok, it's a photo. But, those eyes haunt me.
Now we are preparing to commit to adopt him!
But, the paperwork. The money. It does not seem to be happening fast enough.
What if someone commits to him before we get our paperwork done? In my head I know that I could accept it. It's all about the kids, right? But my heart. Oh, my heart. I'm loving him already.
I'll bet this won't be the last time I feel like my heart might break.